I dont know what i really have to say to you. You make me really angry, really angry. It shocks me that i can put in my whole heart and soul trying to help you and get you back to a normal state of mind when you just throw it all back in my face with a sneer and a snide comment. I miss the side of you i knew when we were in Scotland, you were like my best friend and the only person that fully understood everything that was going on. Maybe thats why you're in such a mess now.
I'm sorry everythings been so hard, I do love you and no matter how nasty you are to me, i will fight for you untill it kills me. You have so much tallent and you're so intelligent too, please don't throw that all away. Learn to fight, re-learn to love and trust and please let go of Dad, please. It crushed me in the same way i can see it crushing you and untill you can let it go, the pain won't ever subside.
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