Letter 14 - Someone I've drifted away from

Yeah, i miss you so much it hurts.
I know i left in a manner that may have seemed unforgivable but what else was i supposed to do? It wasnt even like i was aware it was going to happen and the sequence of events would unfold in the way it did.
You were my best friend from day 1, i can remember first starting in primary 3 when i'd just moved from Edinburgh and you were there to help me find my way around and you stood up for me when that scabby siobhan went into my lunch box in the cloakroom and stole all my food. Bitch.
After that we were pretty much inseperable. I remember staying at yours every Friday and then you would stay at mine on Saturdays. We had shopping trips/cinema + movie days/walks together with my mum and ewen/trips out to various places and you were the only person i've ever met in my whole life that understood how bad home was for me and for that i wont ever forget you.
The most distinct memory i have of you was when we went to the shows in West End park and went on the Tagada, you let go of the handrail and rolled around in the foam pad in the middle screaming "STOP THE RIDE. HELP ME" and my god laura, ive never ever laughed so hard in my whole entire life. I actually thought i was going to die. M+D's at night time and thr first time you took me on the flying carpet - at like the age of 9 i was screaming "FUCKING HELL THIS IS SICK, I FEEL FUCKING ILL"
and from that moment on, i was a hardcore girl and that still hasnt changed ;)
Then the time when we watched the crocodile hunter with carolann and it was so fucking boring i screamed at the top of my lungs and everyone shat themselves :')
Oh and all your birthday sleepovers, when we got waterbaloons and played truth or dare pretending to piss in the street to see what people would say.
One final memory - When i came round that evening your mum and john wanted a 'quiet night in' and i thought it would be a good idea to try and cram a whole bag of skittles in my mouth before laughing so hard i was dribbling rainbow colours and got sent outside to dribble in peace.
Also; Britney Spears, Happy hardcore, Dj Rankin, Celine Dion and so many more.
I miss you Wawa, I miss you so much :( x