I dont know exactly where it all went wrong... At one point we were like sisters and i didnt ever want to spend time with anyone else. I miss our Millies cookies sprees and blue milkshakes in Stirling, lunchtimes at high school and you always gave me your cookie :) Remember that time i was in a bad mood and mushed that jam donut. I miss gig nights dressed as faries and that time i dropped my wand inbetween that couple of hardcore goffix kids that were essentially having sex in the middle of the hall. The last act?! Or when i sang into your fan and sounded like the grudge ahahahaha! oh my :')
But then when i found some of my own friends that werent attached to you, you seemed to try to worm your way in to our circle and then it all went downhill?
Why did you get so jealous? It wasnt like i didnt make time for you aswell.
I wanted them in my life as a break from everything in Alloa and it just fucked everything up, really fucked everything up.
Despite that, ive been looking through old photos recently and i miss you so much it hurts. I found that photo of us when we covered our faces in eyeliner and red make up and sat there being ttly emo.
If i could see you again, i could hug you so hard your organs pop out.
I wish you all the best of luck in the future and im so fucking proud of you for going from such a scum pit of a high school to where you are now. I dont think i could have ever achieved something that fantastic.
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