Monday, 12 July 2010

Letter 30 - The person i want to tell everything to but am too afraid.

Hi there.
Youre meant to be the one person in the world that loves me unconditionally but you dont. You tell me pretty much everyday how crap i am, how wrong i am, how awful i am and how much you hate me.
You'll sit there and pick apart every single aspect of my person and my being. I mean of course, you'll be nice when you want something but thats really not fair.
I am crude, i am vulgar and thats the end of it. Im not going to be what you want me to be or what you find acceptable because thats not me.
I cant turn to you when i need help with anything because i know youll throw it all back in my face or turn the situation around so its critisism rather than a helping hand. I know ive fought off demons for pretty much my whole entire life but that dosent mean that i can continue to do so... for once in your fucking life get your head out of your arse and help me.

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