what i want/how i feel anymore... I'm not sure if applying for uni this year was such a good idea afterall, however, i want nothing more than to get away from here.
I don't know if psychology was the right choice, i so much wish i'd applied for something in the field of arts (i.e - fashion) rather than making a choice that i know im going to struggle to keep on top of...
I also wish people would tell me when they just don't want me around, being treated with such a bitter tension coming from certain people is crushing me, crushing me so much if it goes on for much longer i know i'm going to struggle to get back up again.
Hoping so badly my mum gets offered this job on friday, please let me have a fresh start.
Oh God; i want to go home, back to the year of 2005 when everything made some sort of sense... well not really but yeah.
:( :( :( :( :( :(
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